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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 6, 2008 23:16:59 GMT -5
Tears stained my cheeks still as I felt his tail brush against me, and I absent mindly reached my hand out and shakily petted his head as I had done when we first ran into each other. I was musing, I was trying to make it stop, I didn't know what love really was and I couldn't let myself fall in it. I had places to go and people to screw, and screw over. I couldn't stop to have a life with someone. It was chilly in this part of the tunnel, I realized that now that my hand was against his warm fur. What was coming over me. I looked to him and the tears still fell. They were never going to stop it seemed; I couldn't tell if they were happy or sad. I giggled slightly and spoke, mocking him softly. "I can't kiss you if you're in fox form; or are you hiding from my kisses?" I smiled, I leaned down and I softly kissed the fox on the forehead, he was still a human male on the inside. I nipped at his ear, and softly whispered, "I don't really know what it is, but I think I love you too."
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 6, 2008 23:23:59 GMT -5
Alex felt her rub his head, and instead of getting angry he nuzzled her hand comfortingly. He nuzzled close to her, thinking she looked cold, and trying to keep her warm. He felt as if he would rather be back in the hot subway station rather than this cold tunnel. He would stay wherever she was though. He would have shifted back, but he felt as if his fur was the only think keeping her warm now.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 6, 2008 23:41:09 GMT -5
I smiled and looked down to him. He didn't respond to me. He must have been afraid of what could happen, like I was. I hadn't actually come with the implements, and he apparently didn't think he was going to fall in love in the darkness of the subway tunnels. I took my hand off his head. I was calm now. "Let's go back to where it was so hot. Then we can make it hotter instead of you trying to keep me warm with what little fur you've got, cutie." I smiled and kissed his forehead again, before shifting back into a cat. I was calm now, so my shift did not flicker. I smirked, thinking a rather odd little thought before I shot off back to where we had been. The heat hit me, and my fur seemed just to much. I shifted back in mid stride, I was on my hands and knees like I had been when we first met.
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 6, 2008 23:47:06 GMT -5
Alex nodded and padded closely behind her. He felt the heat again, so he shifted into a human again, sitting on the ground like he was before. He smiled at her, and watched her shift back too. He watched her, again feeling happy. He truly felt in love, and a lot hotter than he was back in that tunnel.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 6, 2008 23:50:28 GMT -5
There he was, sitting right in front of me. I smiled, and I slunk over to him with a giggle, nuzzling his shoulder like I was in my cat form or something, and then I pulled away and looked at him again. "So, now that we're in the heat, what are we going to do?" My lips curled back in a smirk, and I laid down across the tracks and laid my head in his lap, wondering if he was going to kiss me or if I was going to have to kiss him.
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 0:02:47 GMT -5
"Whatever you want to do.." he replied. Then as she laid her head in his lap, he leaned down a kissed her. Then leaning back against the wall, he sighed happily. When the heat started getting to him, he pulled off his black hoodie, tossing it aside. Now that feels a little better he thought. His shirt underneath was a dark red sleeveless shirt, so his muscles were now visible. His arms felt better, now that he was wearing his hoodie anymore.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 0:08:46 GMT -5
My eyes were closed, enjoying the silence and the feel of his muscles as my only pillow. His lips pressed into mine, and I didn't want it to end, but he pulled away. I gazed up at him, and there were butterflies in my stomach for the first time ever. I was in uncharted territory again, I got to explore. I could play my game with any other guy now, but I belonged to this one. Here he was, not liking me to strip but he's striping in front of me. My heart kissed a beat as he relaxed now, and through his crimson sleeves I could see his muscles rippling. My stomach was doing back flips as the voice that I had suppressed for years screamed out again. I wondered if he would leave me, if I actually got pregnant. But at least I'd have something to remind me who needed to be killed, eh? And it was such a small town, he'd never be rid of me. It was in the back of my mind, I couldn't shut it out right now, not when I thought I had found my soul mate. I leaned up, pressing my lips against his hard. I wanted to know what he'd do if I didn't pull away.
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 0:18:54 GMT -5
Alex watched her with a smile on his face feeling as if he could stay here forever. Then he saw her look up at him, and he simply enjoyed the silence. Then he felt her kiss him, and he just sat there, living the moment like it was his last. He closed his eyes, while her lips pressed against his, and he wished this moment would last forever.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 0:23:55 GMT -5
He didn't press any harder against me, but he didn't pull away either. That put me in a dilemma. I skipped the 'they lie there like a dead body but won't cough up the dough if you don't' lessons. I bite my lip and I pulled away, confusion nested in my eyes. Did I do something wrong? Did he not want to, like all boys should? I looked away, and leaned up against the wall next to him. "S-sorry. I guess I just think you have to seal everything with sex, or it's not legit."
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 0:31:35 GMT -5
Alex flashed back to reality then said, "Oh uh.. sorry I don't know where my head went." He realized how stupid he must have sounded just then. So he just fell silent, looking at her now feeling like an idiot. He sighed and looked at the ground, then back up, trying to see what she was thinking. He hoped she wouldn't think of him as some idiot who didn't know what he was doing.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 0:43:44 GMT -5
I raised my eyebrow and looked at him. This was one odd little boy. The heat wasn't as bad as it was before, but I just couldn't think with this much clothing on. I pulled off my shirt, balled it up and threw it across the space in front of it. I needed to go buy a new shirt anyway. But the fact was, I didn't want any of my clothes on. Why didn't guys get it? I sighed, looking back at him. He must be new at these. I giggled, and laid my head on his shoulder; if he tried to look down he'd surely get a clear view of a pair of something other than my eyes. I liked him, but that didn't mean I didn't get to play with him a little. "I-It's okay." I acted as if it really wasn't. I wanted to see what he would do.
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 0:51:36 GMT -5
Alex grinned as he watched her, though he wasn't sure what to do. His head was spinning now, and he couldn't think straight at all. He looked down, sighing happily, though this didn't help him to think, nor did the heat. He felt as if he could take off his shirt, but he didn't. Instead, he tried to use his fried brain, oh what an idiot he must have looked like now.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 0:57:01 GMT -5
I giggled as I glanced up to see the look on his face. Oh the joy of it all! Surely, this was the one for me. I couldn't stop myself this time, I had to take a stab at him. Playfully intended, of course. "You really don't get what the purpose of my existence has been for the past few years, do you love?" I giggled and leaned up and kissed him passionately before I leaned back down and laid my head in his lap as it had been before. "Maybe you've changed me a little, but you can't exactly just go cold turkey once you're a sex addict and you're already turned on." I almost burst out laughing, not believing what I myself had just said. I really must not have gotten much sleep recently. I reached up and gently carressed his cheek with my hand, running my fingers over his lips. "So what do you say, foxy, help me out of my little dilemma and of my clothes?" Wow. I was definitely killing the mood. Great job, doll face.
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 1:08:30 GMT -5
Alex listened to her words and replied, "I suppose I could do that." He felt a bit shaky, but he pushed it off and thought he was pretty lucky... He stared helplessly at her, forgetting all about his own problems and focusing on her. She had his full attention now, no doubt about it. He watched her, not taking his eyes off of her for one second.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 12:13:07 GMT -5
I could not stop the smile from tugging at my lips. It was cute, how hard he was trying to impress me by acting all indifferent about it. But there was a nagging in the back of my mind, two battling forces. One screamed do it, you need at least someone to love you like a child that knows no different, and the other said wait, do not hurt the boy that has shown you kindness. I was in a quagmire, and my feet were getting horribly wet as I stumbled through the marsh. What was I going to do? I had to shut the thoughts out, and so I pressed my whole body up against his, and kissed him more passionately then I ever had before. It was my way of saying, do what you want right now, because I'm so lost in your eyes I can't decide which way to walk the line. [/size][/center]
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