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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 19:09:46 GMT -5
My eyes were darting to and fro for the nearest clothing shop with idiots that didn't know their butt from a hole in the ground. I needed some clothes, and I had no money. A gentleman walked past me, and I reached out, as if falling; but he caught me, he smiled and chuckled. "Hold steady there, love."
I smiled sweetly and said nothing. He continued on. I gripped his wallet in my mitts, though the money in it was worthless to me. I had other means of shopping. I just needed to steal a big enough purse to do it in.
My lips curled up in a smirk as I saw the lady sit her dog purse down and take out her pooch. She was facing away, no one was looking. I walked past, grabbed it easily. Nothing to it. I dropped the wallet inside, and slung it over my shoulder as if it was a real purse. I need to get clothes. That had to be my focus.
But my mind kept flashing back to the darkness of the subway tunnel, our bodies rubbing together in that rhythmic movement. I wanted to scream out just to shut the memories out. He was just another trip, he couldn't be anything more. But it had been more... I'd never felt like that before with any other man. God d**nit Koya, pull yourself together.
I shook my head, and looked in front of me. There was a store. I slipped inside, and grabbed things off the rack that were my size and threw them over my shoulder and walked back to the fitting rooms. They were inattentive. I didn't even have to try to be careful. I just ripped off the tags and shoved the shirts and jeans into my bag and walked out. ten outfits in all, complete with undergarments. Store clerks could be so stupid.
The air felt better now that I had done my dastardly deed. Now I just needed to find somewhere where I could find some make up to wear, for what, I didn't know. But my mind lighted upon that boy again, and this time it wouldn't go away... [/size][/center] |
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 19:18:52 GMT -5
Alex sat on a bench in the town he thought about what had happened.. in the subway. He tried to push it away, but after she left he felt left empty inside. He wondered if she was around, where she had went. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't keep her out of his mind. He sighed, he was going crazy over her and there was nothing that would stop it except to see her again. He got up and walked along the sidewalk, trying to clear his head. Truth was, he couldn't all he could think about was her and their night together in the subway.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 19:34:55 GMT -5
Suddenly, I began to feel like he was there. He was all around me, I couldn't get away from him. I stopped dead in my tracks, and I turned around. There he was, walking down the street in an oblivious state that he was this close to me. Was he doing it on purpose, or was he really that stupid? I growled under my breath, turning away. He couldn't see me like this; he couldn't realize I was a freeloader. He had to realize who I was. God, I just couldn't forget the kiss.
I slipped into the first restaurant I spotted before he could spot me. It was a McDonald's, the perfect place for a girl to change her clothes. I darted into one of the bathroom stalls, and I changed. As soon as I came out and looked in the mirror, even I was amazed. It was a major change, considering for once my clothes actually covered my belly. My hair was a shade of auburn because of the weather, it always picked it's color in the morning. With a smile and a puckering of the lips, I strolled out of the McDonald's and looked around. I was a new girl, and the only guy I was wanting to bamboozle was someone I'd give all my bamboozles back to. Master of mischief, Alex himself. For some reason I felt attached to him already. That's how I was looking for now, wishing he would see me now.
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 19:49:26 GMT -5
Alex stopped, and felt as if she was watching him. He looked around, and spotted her, though she looked different. He walked over to her, with a confused look on his face. He wondered if she even wanted to see him. He waited and for a brief second he smiled, feeling as if he knew she was there the whole time. He watched her wondering if she too had been thinking about last night in the subway. "Hey.." he said then regretted it, because he sounded like an idiot.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 19:54:19 GMT -5
I blushed bright red as I caught his eye, and I was still red when he came over to me. I smiled and grabbed his hand, I didn't even care if all he said to me was hey. He had come, which meant that I was something more than just a sleeper to him. I leaned in and kissed his cheek gently, letting his hand go and throwing my arms around him in a great big hug, softly whispering the thought that kept buzzing through my skull.
"You really meant it..."
I smiled as I hugged him tight, and then dropped my hands and grabbed his, gazing into those beautiful eyes he had. I dropped my gaze, looking to my new clothing.
"What do you think? Befitting of an Thief?"
I giggled, and kissed him on the cheek again. If only he knew how much thieving it was. [/size][/center] |
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 20:03:31 GMT -5
Alex returned the hug, and whispered, "Of course I did..." Then he heard her question, and said, "Yeah I love it, and I love you." Before she could reply he put his arm around her, and gave her a kiss on the lips. Then, he looked at her, and spoke one more, "You look beautiful." He wanted to ask her if she had been thinking about last night, but he didn't.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 20:08:43 GMT -5
As I looked into my eyes, I felt strange. I felt girlish nagging thoughts about last night. I bit my lip and started walking, my cheeks still red with me blushing from his kiss. For some reason, he put me back into the past, where I was worried and not as strong in prostitution as I was now. I looked away and started walking, squeezing his hand in mine. It had been a week since that night, and I hadn't been able to get it out of my mind. And to top it all off, I was late. My voice shook as I whispered softly.
"W-What happens if I'm pregnant?" [/size][/center] |
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Post by Flame on Dec 7, 2008 20:17:47 GMT -5
Alex walked slowly beside her, and he was surprised when he heard her question. He replied, "If you are... I will still be here for you, I promise." His eyes looked into hers, and he wondered if she thought he might be lying. He sighed and now he wondered if she might be pregnant. He tried to push it away, besides if she was he would still be there for her.
-srry logged me out-
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 20:27:01 GMT -5
The thoughts were running wild in my head. They were spinning so fast I had to lean up against the wall just to be able to stand. My head was pounding. Tears were welling in my eyes. He said he'd be there. He said he'd be there. But was that enough? I looked to him with the tears in my eyes. I looked to the drug store behind me, and then back to him.
"I-If..."
How could I ask what he was supposed to? I wanted to be with him. I wanted everyone to know I was his. Part of it was because if I was with him, I would be the queen of the thieves. And part of it was, that with him, I knew I'd be happy. But I wanted him to want to be with me just the same, not because I was pregnant. I turned my gaze and looked up to him. Would he stay here after the scare if I told him I was going to go check with a pregnancy test? I didn't know. I squeezed his hand hard, not wanting to let go. [/size][/center] |
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 20:35:18 GMT -5
Alex hugged her when she started crying, and he asked, "Whats wrong?" He wondered now if she thought she was pregnant, and thought he was going to leave her. He hugged her tightly, trying to comfort her. He didn't care if she was pregnant, he would always be there. His mind wandered with many questions now, and he hoped she would tell what was wrong.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 7, 2008 20:45:36 GMT -5
I gulped down the fear, down the pain and the panic. But all that was left when I swallowed those was anger. How could I have been so stupid, to not have protection with a first timer? Of course they wouldn't know the drill. I pulled away from him, I looked him square in the eye, and my voice shook with the anger at myself and at him as I spoke.
"Being there for me isn't enough. If you really love me, then you shouldn't treat me like the prostitute I was. I-It would be your mistake just as much as mine. Don't you at least know the system? I'm not going to be that underworld that I won't hold up the honor system. Alex, by god, if I'm pregnant...you're supposed to say you'll marry me. That you'll take care of me."
I was scared. I was scared beyond belief, and I needed to know if I was scared for no reason. I needed to cool off anyway.
I turned and walked into the drug store that I had been leaning against, and grabbed the test off the shelf. I went to the bathroom. I peed on the stick. I waited in the bathroom, leaving him outside as it calculated.
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 7, 2008 20:52:20 GMT -5
Alex sighed at her words, they stung worse than he ever imagined anything to sting. He watched her walk in the drug store, and he waited outside, leaning against the wall. He felt stupid for not knowing what she was thinking. Of course if she was pregnant he would marry her. Alex was never one to ditch someone he got pregnant, and he never planned to be. He would never be... like his father, he never knew his father because he ditched his mother. He sighed again and wondered what would happen.
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 9, 2008 10:40:33 GMT -5
The five minutes it took for the stick to analyze and spit me out some results seemed to me like an eternity. The clock on the wall kept droning; tick tocking it's way under my skin. I wanted to break it. But then, time was up. I was afraid to look at the d**n stick. And when I finally did, I knew exactly why I was afraid to look at the d**n stick. Cause there were the two blue lines, telling me that I was pregnant. That my life was over and that I was going to have to get a job and feed a friggin baby.
They didn't seem to care that I walked out of the store without paying for the d**n thing. I sure as hell didn't care, I was upset, I was pissed, and I knew the next nine months of my life were going to be pure and utter hell. Every other girl would have taken a deep breath and said it must be a mistake, I'll just get another pregnancy test. But not me. I knew that that d**n thing was just trying to ruin my life; that I'd really screwed up this time. And with who? Some guy I didn't even know. God d**nit, he better deserve me, because now he was stuck with me.
There he was, standing right where I had left him. My stomach lurched when I saw the worried look in his eyes. No teenager wants to find out they were going to be a dad, and I was the kind of girl who actually lived with my consequences. Besides, hadn't I wanted a baby in the tunnel when I was seducing him? Someone that would love me and not know my faults? Yes, yes I had. And here he was, the not a very nice person that did me in, standing over there waiting for me to come over and tell him the jolly news. It wasn't so jolly. I couldn't bring myself to walk over to him. I couldn't bring myself to run away either. Man, I'd screwed up big time.
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Post by F L A M E on Dec 9, 2008 16:39:05 GMT -5
Alex looked over and sighed he walked over to her, waiting for her to say something. He thought she looked sort of mad, so he wondered if he should have just left her alone. He didn't leave though, he just looked at her in silence, waiting.
-ah.. the shortness, my muse with Alex sucks-
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Post by |K|o|y|a|m|i| on Dec 9, 2008 16:55:03 GMT -5
He came up beside me and scared me. I was so lost in thought I'd forgotten I was supposed to be hiding from him, and so when he found me it scared me. I literally jumped. What the heck was I going to do now?
I looked to him. I looked at him and I saw those brief memories flash before my eyes. I knew he would. They always did. They always ran. Could he read my eyes, or did I really have to tell him. My heart pounded in my chest. I didn't want this to happen. Not like this. He was supposed to love me, and that's why he asked. Now it's going to be because he has to; because I screamed at him that he had to. Tears were in my eyes as I looked into his, and I could feel my lower lip quivering.
"W-what are y-you going to do, Alex?"
He'd be able to tell what I meant, at least I hoped. I knew what I was doing with this baby. I was keeping it, even if it killed me. But was he going to be a father to it, or was he just going to be some guy I got checks from every week?
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